Trust God? “It Don’t Come Easy” Ringo Starr (Star)

My analogy? The words from God when you/I do my/your fourth step.

Am I judging you? Ha! Hell no. I surmise that my own years of self destructive debauchery far exceeded the norms. Even unto death itself in my own eyes. The vail was rent. Now I see beyond the veil of life and death. To see beyond the veil is to be alone.

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It don’t come easy
You know it don’t come easy
It don’t come easy
You know it don’t come easy
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Back to Step Nine. How It Works!

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Love is an action as well as a feeling.
Any act of giving without strings attached is a Loving act. We don’t have to feel fuzzy and
yummy in our hearts to create an act of Love. The fuzzy and yummy does sometime come after
the giving act however.
When individuals come into recovery often times we are riddled with guilt concerning our
children. Usually for us woman our deepest regret and guilt is in the arena of our children.
Either we abandoned them or we lost them or we neglected them.
My first counselor and sponsor told me during the reading of my Fifth Step that I would not
have done the things I did had it not been for the addiction that had such power over me. When
I was strung out on pain killers they became my world. I had to be well first and foremost and if
I did not have my opiates I was not well. I put the needs of my daughter on the back burner. I
had to do allot of journaling and confessing to get that guilt off my chest.
I also did a thorough Ninth Step with my daughter. It was an emotional time she was only nine
years old yet she understood that she had been neglected the many times I left her behind with
her grandparents or brought her along on drug runs. Telling her how ashamed I was of myself
for those times was an opportunity that some addict parents never get.
The 12 Steps are designed by providence for those of us who want to change our lives and have a
conscience to not live an addiction based life.
I make daily amends to my daughter by being present and raising her with Love by making her
meals, buying her clothes and putting her needs ahead of my own. By the Grace of God and the
Program of Alcoholics Anonymous the poison shame that would have killed me has been
released. Without my Higher Power there is no such thing as a “program” that works.
I don’t have all the answers concerning God and the state of humanity as to why atrocities are
allowed by a great power and creator. However if I baulk at Step Three and Step Eleven where
my connection to God is I baulk at Love and that would be an atrocity in itself.

Writer in recovery Laura E. Sober since 2006 April 15, Good Friday & Easter weekend.

How to Recognize The Gods of Alcoholics Anonymous

“The Truth Shall Set You Free”.

What is an “AA/NA recovery god” and how do we recognize them so we do not fall into their traps and tricks?

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AA icons are not always easy to recognize.  They are the icons.  AA/NA rock stars.  Honey drips from their mouths when they share lies of false humility and egotistical false pride.

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Trusting In God Takes Practice


“When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed-door, that we do not see the one which has opened for us.”  Alexander Graham Bell (allegedly)

“ALL things work together for the good to those who Love God. For those who are called according to His will.” Romans 8:28

When one door closes another one opens” Once we have done our Third Step our lives are in God’s care but we don’t always remember that. After living a life of addiction littered with betrayal and lies suddenly we are challenged to trust

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A Priceless Meditation of the Heart

If Nothing Changes- Nothing Changes. Heart Level Recovery Is Always God Grounded.

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Recovery From Addiction.    

My Heart is warmed when I remember my first year of recovery. I was so relieved to be free
of the drink and drugs that I beamed with anticipation and gratitude. I was scared to death at
the same time! I had no idea what kind of life I was in for but I did have hopes, dreams and

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Tremors & Parkinson’s Cure? Edgar Cayce Received Cures by Dreaming

UPDATE-To Primary Solutions

Dehydration is common these days.  The white sun is treacherous.  Sometimes the solutions is drink more water.  I can’t believe how much water my body requires.  Check skin on hands it will tell you if your dehydrated by the suppleness or dryness and elasticity.  People fear Diabetes, Parkinson’s, hyperglycemia, and other chronic illnesses when all they need is MORE WATER. Ya, that’s me.  Start your day with at least four cups of water before and after coffee. Two before two after.

are numbered at bottom of page.  This article’s solutions also applies to an imbalance of electrolytes & EMF exposure.    Even healthy natural salt raises blood pressure.  I had to rethink the remedy tonic below.  Remove the salt part of the remedy.  Or at least lesson the salt intake if you use it.  Yes it works but I think I was partly just dehydrated.  The salt, honey tonic raised my blood pressure (not good).  Try the tonic with only a splash of salt instead (never use reg. table salt).  Try the grounding and honey lemon water splash of salt, first.

Use Prayers to finally see Truth.  Keep an open mind.  This article requires emotional processing.  Looking into the face of evil is not easy.  Admitting that we have a lethal enemy afoot is not something easily dealt with emotionally.  Denial is the go to solution for Truth we cannot handle.  Anger is the failsafe.  Blame is dysfunctional.

Disclaimer medical.  The authors ARE NOT DOCTORS OR OTHERWISE medically trained in any way.  We do not claim medical advice here.  We claim we had a dream that gave us an alleged non-medical, non-chemical treatment for Parkinson’s Disease.

An uncommon sense article.

Remember this mantra.  “OUT OF THE PROBLEM INTO THE SOLUTION”.

“All things work together for the good to those who Love God.  God makes a way where there seems no way.”

Why They Don’t Teach Us About the Dangers of long term exposure to Electrical Currents in School.  Same reason the lie about the Earth we live on.

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